Folexin like such a lunatic well, it's an embarrassing story but it's important that I tell it to you so you can understand what my hair loss did to my state of mind and my Marriage it all started when we were sitting in the kitchen one night eating dinner when Sara went upstairs to the powder room I noticed her phone just sitting there on the table a message pinged and all I could see was the contact jack on the summary of the phone I Sat for a minute tapping my fingers until the urge to look became just way too much I didn't want to be that guy you know the one who is always checking and worrying what his wife is up to But my confidence was so low at that time. I felt I had no choice Sara had no idea that I knew the passcode on her phone, so I was in in seconds. What did I read? Well, you know that feeling you get when you read some really terrible news, and it's like your heart drops into your stomach That's how I felt my wife was having an affair. It was awful. I looked at Jack's profile photo He looked a little like me, but with a full thick head of hair it made me feel pathetic like I wasn't good enough for Sara anymore like I wasn't the man she I quickly read through as many messages as I could before Sara came back downstairs there were dozens of them Messages between my wife and this Jack the messages were lewd They were painful to read, but I couldn't stop imagining my life doing things with another man made me angry as hell I couldn't stop thinking about her with this guy kissing him and running her hands through his hair like she used to do with me There must have been steam coming out of my ears, but there was worse to come as I scanned the messages I noticed that sara had written the following. I just don't find him attractive since he started losing his hair She said I feel terrible but that's just the way I feel it was brutal my hair loss had literally driven my wife into the hands of another man just Then Sara came bounding into the room, and I just snapped. I mean I totally lost it I grabbed a 9-inch knife from the kitchen counter and started pointing it at her waving it around screaming like a total madman What the hell are you doing Sara yelled at me? Have you gone crazy? Sara pleaded with.